I've seen her type before.


I went to make new specs today ^^ & I'm glad that my degree has gone down tremendously from my younger days! It's like I have almost perfect eyesight albeit the short sightedness so I'm happy. This implies that I can stop saving up for my future lasik surgery that I was planning to go for. Haha cant wait for my Red Hot Specs :)

It's 10:50pm now :l I need to go and sleep soon and wake up early tmr.. Zzz. Then after meet Hs for my medical check up for the third time. Stupid Jasmin bring me to Poly Clinic when they don't even offer the services. Haha I want to get it over and done with it asap, tmr by hook or by crook.

Love today's weather :) Few minutes after I woke up it started pouring like no tmr.. Shiok. It made me so nua at home I lied in bed the whole day. Nyahaha I only moved out of bed in the evening when I went to bathe. Hopefully tonight's weather won't be as mother hot as the previous nights.

& I just repainted my nails in the afternoon ^^

Beyond the rules of religion
The cloth of conviction
Above all the competition
Where fact and fiction meet

There’s No color lines or casts or classes
There is no fooling the masses
Whatever faith you practice
Whatever you believe

Heaven. Heaven.
What the hell is Heaven?
Is there a home for the homeless?
Is there hope for the hopeless?

Throw away your myth misconceptions
There ain’t no walls around heaven
There are no codes you gotta know to get in
No minutemen or border patrol

You must lose all earthly possession
Leave behind your weapon
You cannot buy your salvation
There is no pot of gold

Heaven ain’t got no prisons
No government no business
No banks or politicians
No armies and No police
Castles and cathedrals crumble
Pyramids and pipelines tumble
The failure keeps you humble
Leads us closer to peace


LOVE THIS SONG :)

Go with the flow.


Before this I thought I had a whole load of crap to type out but now.. I'm totally zoned out. No idea where to start cos I can't even rmb what I wanted to say. I say the heat's killing my brain cells >:(


I need to meet up with my friends real soon. Though nowadays I keep meeting up with the same few, today or rather tonight I'm meeting up with gf :) Yayers she will totally make my night. Mwehehe ^^

Had a dream last night and till now, I'm not even sure whether it actually happened or it was just, a dream. SCARY :l

& webcamming with Jasmin is Super Hilarious. Haha first she tricks you to webcam with her, then she doesn't have sound card and she has a stylus so she writes the chinese characters fast and decently. What an Ass then she waves her LEGS into the webcam and it doesn't even help when I scream and she can actually hear me. Only when I say I'll printscreen then she'll vanish into the background. Hahaha Loser.

Alrights, today's coming to an end. One more day of rest before going back to school on Monday :( I shld totally be the President of the group 'I hate waking up in the morning!' on Facebook please. The Queen. The Number One Fan. Whatever that makes me the top of that list.

Just dance.


I think I'm having a Fever. EFFING CRAP. It's only the second day of school and I'm sick. How weak can I get OMG. I'm feeling quite flushed as I'm typing this and when I blow out air from my mouth IT'S HOT. I am going to take my temperature after I type this. I hope I am not Sick. I will eat my second dose of Panadol before I sleep.


Okay so school's been quite fun :> At first I thought I was gona be some freak/loner/loser (not that I am not HAHA) cos I didn't have any friends or knew anyone who was going to the same course as me. FYI, I'm taking Physio in Nyp. Haha but! I found out Ethel was in the same course as me so ^^ YAY. Hehehehe but she's not in the same class as me. But! Penelope is in the same class as me! Ehehehehehehe. I'm rather lucky to have people whom I know cos I thought I was going to be friendless for the next 3 years. Haha plus the other friends in school like Xian, Joanne, Fana and others. So I've attended 2 days of school, and I've got some very interesting friends :)

The first day ytd was the worst day out of the week. Zzz I start school at like 8am and end at 6pm -_- Like Wth. & I only have a 100 minutes break so school sucks on Tuesday. Haha and you have no idea what time I have to wake up cos I live how mother far from Nyp Omg. Anyway, I'm happy that there's Macs in school cos I can eat breakfast in school! :> Hehehe.

Ytd was also the worst day cos, the lab practice was very traumatising. REALLY REALLY TRAUMATISING. We were examining dead bodies omfg I wasn't prepared for it at all?! Like I didn't get into Physio for this................... OMG. At first I thought touching and examining real bones was eerie enough, then our group went into another lab first then I saw this piece of....... I don't even know how to discribe it, this chunk of meat on the table. Then we were like 'WTF OMG WTF!!!' Hahaha then dunno who the hell said 'Relax its just mutton' HAHA but our prof said its only a brief introduction and next week we have to TOUCH them?!?!?!?! ZZZZZZZZZZ like he said behind the room in the lab there are like more specimens LIKE ^*^&t#t%$&^%@@*^%$ & if I heard correctly next week we'll be examining the male and female's private parts. EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF he still said our batch is lucky cos we get to see the REAL THING like it's so not?!?!?!?!

Hmm other than that, today's prac on movement was quite funny. Like we had to support each other then we had to like grope each other's asses and scoop them over from the wheelchair to the bed. Hahahahaha damn violating esp when your partner's a perv. HAHA okay I kid. It was rather uncomfortable but we shld get used to it soon. Then some classmate luvin' after school super gossipy sia. Idiots keep stereotyping me cos I'm from AC. Haha but fun :)



So the juniors started their A div already! Their 2nd match today cldnt go down and watch them. Jasmin told me bout it though. Haha that retard. Saw them through their first match though. Hopefully they'll do themselves proud this year!


GREAT. MY LOWER LIP IS SWOLLEN DUE TO DUNNO WHAT. OMG.


I think I've been talking to too many people who uses 'sia' & 'gnd' & 'wtf' & 'omg' it's becoming a habit for me to type like them already. I am not used to typing improper english! Haha yea right who am I kidding.

Anyway, Rebel last Sat was good cos the music rocked. Woo loveee it when they play good music. Then on Monday I went to Kim's hse, she sewed me a skirt :) Actually I was supposed to do it for myself but I was very afraid of spoiling the sewing machine so she sewed it for me. Haha then we had good stingray and the best htht yet again :)

Alrights I shall attempt to turn in early tonight cos the past two nights I've been sleeping at 2 plus and also to sleep the fever away. Then tmr although I start at 12 I have to go meet FATTY BACKSIDE for breakfast hahaha the name as chio as the face :)

\m/

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show that you've got a thousand reasons to Smile.


Easier said than done. I can't even think of enough reasons to fill from my pinkie to my thumb.

I ♥ Hthts :> :> Be it with any one close to me, Bitching or telling Sob Stories or proclaiming their Luv for whoever (HAHA) or Gossiping about people or even just telling me how they were feeling today cos of blahblahblah brightens up my night. Yes, at night cos my Hthts usually happens in the wee hours of the morning. I don't know how people can stand my yakking but that's what Friends are for, I Give, they Take :) Or most of the times, its the other way round. Hahaha. Okay la, we all have a fair share.


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But as much as I love it, some information really Kills me. Like the ambiguity and all the grey areas due to incomplete conversations of a topic that interest me, or rather I might get involved in is really Killing me. I really need to know. I know time will tell, but I can't wait. I'm too impatient. I really need to know. Like NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

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Woo actually kinda liked the show though the story line was quite predictable but the show can never get any Cooler enough. Haha & some parts were funny was quite fun to watch :> Paul Walker How Hot?!

Anyway, I really hate making decisions. ZZZZZZZZ. I have about 2 more days to decide whether I want to stay in Physio at Nyp. I mean, all along I have wanted to do so but now when I'm given the opportunity I start to think twice. Plus my mom doesn't want me to back out once I set my mind into doing Physio so I really have to want to do it. Or else GG. Ughhhhhhhhh maybe I will just do it.

I really need HELP.


Other than that, life's pretty fine. Nowadays I keep um chio-ing to myself whenever I receive retarded messages that aren't suppose to be funny in the first place? -_- Then after which I will pause for one second and feel like an idiot, only then to observe my surroundings to see if there was anyone who actually caught me laughing to myself. What a Joke, I know.

Okay I have nothing else to say later I say smthg then everyone keep asking me like INTERROGATION. Hahaha.


Baibaizzzzz.

Krazy.





Didn't upload this on Fb hahaha cos MY TEETH IS SUPER UGLY.












Natty's surprise! :>









Pictures of my Saturday last week.



Don't have much appetite nowadays. No idea why, no reason why. This is very puzzling cos now when I see ANY kind of food, I think 'That looks Gross.' HOWWW what does that mean??? & I'm always feeling very full when I force myself to eat. I am not getting my average dose of nutrients looking at the way I reject food. Like today when I decided to eat my Fav Maggi Mee, I only ate like 3 mouthfuls + the egg -____- & my last meal was like ytd's lunch. Pffffffffft I need my appetite back!!


Hmmm & I got accepted into Nyp's Physio, was quite elated at first but I'm not sure whether I actually want to do it. Some more school starts next week if I do? Hellllllllllll Nooooooooo. I still want my few more months of holidays! But I still gotta think about Uni & stuff. Like what if I get in or don't get in.. Sigh. I Suck at making these kinda decisions. Cos no matter what I choose, I always regret. Zzzzzzzzzz.

Butterfact on Wednesday was good cos Attica on Saturday Sucked. Love the music at Bf though it was rather stuffy and crowded. & the fact that we didn't even drink much, it was still way better than Attica. Like zomg seriously Dj I think my ipod has better songs then what you have been playing. But Rebel's music saved the night though it was only for an hour. What happened manzzz. Haha let's see where we'll head to next week.

& I've been sleeping so late nowadays, average 4am everyday -_- My Eyebags are really permanent. Permanent. I don't even think any treatment can save it now. Ugh I need to get a New Face. Everything about my face is going wrong. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.


Shall end this Whiny Post.

Tired.

So broke nowadays.

Have no idea what I've been spending on.

Food???

F today I'm yet gona spend money again.

Must go and dig for coins, only now do I see their importance.

UGHHHHHH

Hate being broke.



I need to sell my Blood.

I feel like drinking Starbucks. Been craving for my Caramel Frap for the longest time :( Still craving for it. But how come I don't really pass by any Starbucks outlets when I go out? Zzz. I need to drink it by this weekend!

Tonight, I felt happy/sad/happy/sad/happy.


Hehehehehehe :> :> :>

If only I met you first.


Back from a physically tiring day. Went to Pulau Ubin to cycle with Kim and Nicky today. As we said, Kim went there to dirty her shoes, Nicky went there to cycle and I went there to feed the mosquitoes. Haha but Omg seriously one million gazillion of them flying around everytime
I stop my bike they just land on your thighs and suck your blood. Hardcore blood suckers >:(

Then we looked like idiots wearing a poncho and walking in the rain trying to flag for a cab when there was like a sheltered taxi stand. Haha went to the Pet Farm and all the pets were Adorable! :> I Love the Toy Poodle but it's like 2500$ -_- Where to even get 10% of that amount. Zzz but all of them were really such Darlings ^^

Umpired some carnival with Xian ytd. I was feeding mosquitoes the whole time again and it was rather draggy. But it was quite worth the money so I'm not complaining.

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Recently, I'm rather not used to my retainers. First, they Stink. Whether I have bad breath a not (but by which I don't!) they still stink anyhow. Secondly, it Hurts. Especially when I try to fit them into my teeth and thirdly, it's Uncomfortable :( I took it out in the middle of the night ytd cos I really cldn't sleep wearing it. Omgosh I hate this.

& I need to get out of my Couch Potato Lifestyle (CPL) but until I'm done with all my drama mamas, I don't think there will ever be a cure for it.

Maybe the realisation of the fact that I've gained weight to become Plump and wanting to construct and implement an Exercise Regime will be the only remedy.

We'll see.

& I pray for my Uni apps cos F it was such a disaster! :( :(

I think....

1. My legs are gona ache from training today. I actually felt pretty tired compared to the rest of the other trainings I've attended so far.

2. My teeth is slowly moving out of the straight position :l Seriously I keep feeling the dent in whenever I run my finger across my teeth. It's suppose to be a smooth run, right?! What if even before I get my retainers on Sunday it has moved?! I am desperately trying to use push the dented teeth out so that it can be straight like the rest. I do prefer a not so perfect set of teeth but then all my efforts will be down the drain if I don't try and push it out!!

3. I am very disorganised and forgetful. I shld do everything that I've planned to do by Monday and it's a must!

4. I've become the worst couch potato ever. I can sit straight in front of the tv or computer for 8 hours straight and snack like no tomorrow.

5. If I continue my couch potato lifestyle, I will grow to become anti-social, ugly and fat.

6. Grey's is showing on Channel 5 now!! :> Friday night at 230am?

7. I was being very random at no. 6. Haha.

8. My Cramps will kill me one day. One day.

9. I am not feeling very happy now.

10. MY TEETH SERIOUSLY MOVED!!!


Okay, Grey's here I come! & also, my couch potato lifestyle 8)

:> This was what kept me up till 4am in the morning and I'm still not bored of it even as I watched it till the very end. However, the ending sucked cos it was so short!! Like, hello I don't even get a glimspe of their life after they get together?! I hate it when the ending sucks. What's with the short and sweet wrap up? I want long and sappy endings! I want to see their after life, when they get married and live together... I'm a sucker for long happy endings!!! Hahaha I IS VERY DEMANDING.


Okays off to watch Hell's Kitchen! :>

Will never understand why.
















Overdued pictures from last Wednesday :> We went to Rebel, Attica, Rebel then Attica again. It was rather enjoyable, just that the shot I drank made me puke :l UGH I went into the toilet and bent down, the bowl was so smelly I just puked right away then I smelt the puke then I puked even more. The cycle they call it. Haha but I felt so much better after that. So long since I actually felt nauseous.

Supposed to go club tonight! Well the rest are but I decided not to go. Haha cos I don't feel like just thinking of the alcohol totally turns me off for now. They're heading to the new Butterfact I think! I know they'll have fun and I'm waiting to see the pictures they're going to take :>

& & &!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've taken out my Braces :> :> :> Yayers but I feel really weird. Cel accompanied me today to eat a bit before heading to the dental. It was quite painful and half the time I didn't know what he was doing to my teeth, cos if I rmbed correctly my Braces was out in the first 5 minutes but I was in there for like half an hour I think. My mouth was so sore from opening it so widely my jaw locked and I cldnt close my mouth properly. Haha but my teeth still looks so weird its like too straight for my liking :( BUT I know its only temporary and I will get used to it. Hehe.

Time check: 11:24pm I'm off to watch Project Runway and Wo de yi wan mian bao II the whole of tonight hehe byebyexzxzxzxzxz :)